Backing away from the light
that bleeds from the doorway
I find myself hovering on edge.
No one to stop me as I spread
my arms and fall. Losing myself,
risking it all as i slowly slip away.
I scream out,If only you'd catch
me. If only you'd break my fall.
But you can't see me anymore.
The wind rips at me as I come
closer to her grip. Tearing away
pain, Stealing the sorrow I made.
I can bear no more, Move on and
take with you the madness, the anger
the semi angelical glances. It is done.
I fall no more, for no one. I wake here
on the edge of fantasy, Where I am
changed. I am free from realistic doubt.
Up there on that ledge, from where I
was pushed. You stand smiling in false
hope. All you did was break my fall.