what is a life when you are lonely,
troubled from the companions,
those who call you a lover or friend.
dealing with hopeless thoughts of torture,
driving you madly to breaking point,
then making you collapse in fearful thought.
living in darkness searching for the light,
through pain scorching your emotions,
making normality a strange fictional place.
driving a steak into your mind,
spearing the last little light from your soul,
destroying the life you once had.
hope fading dimmer under you heart,
developing your fears and twisting them around,
creating a uniqe reality where all is to real.
yet hope finds a way to make itself brighter,
fueling from passion and emotion,
lighting the darkness so you can find your way.
