EvilWizard's blog: "poem 2"

what is a life when you are lonely, troubled from the companions, those who call you a lover or friend. dealing with hopeless thoughts of torture, driving you madly to breaking point, then making you collapse in fearful thought. living in darkness searching for the light, through pain scorching your emotions, making normality a strange fictional place. driving a steak into your mind, spearing the last little light from your soul, destroying the life you once had. hope fading dimmer under you heart, developing your fears and twisting them around, creating a uniqe reality where all is to real. yet hope finds a way to make itself brighter, fueling from passion and emotion, lighting the darkness so you can find your way.

Roads are dark and lonely, moonlight guiding us through the dark, silvery beams glancing off of the road. Seeming like all is asleep, protected by the nights blanket, shadows still moving all around us. Driving our evil thoughts away, slowly protecting us from all those who harm us, weather we allow them to do us that way or not. We ask for help and even give in, yet our will allows us to fight on, driving us on through the darkest of nights. Guided by a silvery light, nightly as our soul wants to rest, while our dreams are telling our hearts where we are heading

I have left myself go dry, lonely and empty searching for myself, looking down every road. i have tried to fall in love, shattered and miserable wanting more, left me here alone. i have friends who try to keep me in line, maybe too straight of a line, i falter and struggle with out them knowing. it could be my fault it happens, a dark place in my head where i go, no lights to show me the way, maybe i am there already, is it time for a new journey, have i come to a full circle maybe i am wandering, lost and scared in the dark, looking for my saviour to rescue me i have asked for help, in the dark where there is no one, not ridiculed for me bein me if you are not with me, i dont want you to be, i have all i need if you dont like that the door is there