so.. you may have wondered what happened to me -- (or maybe not..) life has been a struggle for awhile, ive been waiting on a rather large sum of money - for over two months now - and preparing to move to arizona.. (many of you already knew this) - when my life gets overly dramatic.. and stressful - i decide i need to drop my e-life first... and focus on reality.. which i have - and still am.. right now im just peeking in and updating you all..
well, the money is to be here this week (and this time im positive it will be) its quite a bit less than planned - but its still plenty to finance the move - the album - and to get back to life.. and not be quite so stressed.. ill be moving in hopefully 2 weeks -
ive also worked on music as always - with a new song that is going to be squeezed onto the album.. possibly the best thing ive made - although it still has a couple tracks to touch up. when i get to az it will be time to actually make cds. and sell them - my life is headed for huge changes... you all are my friends - and i love you all for your time.. and company - i hope you understand that.. just that the world outside the window comes first... and ive had much to think about - and its been rough - its amazing actually i havent ripped my hair out.... ive been unemployed and not planning on looking for work until i got to arizona.. but every day i was strung along with 'youll get that money any day now' for months..
anyway.. ive troubled you all enough with all the details of my life =) see this is my point - normally a blog by me would me much more humorous - or at least some comical bitching.. which is practically a trademark of mine.. but right now life has made me not very fun.. when i get to arizona and have a finished stack of cds for sale.. i think ill be a much happier person - and ill also make the time for all my internet friends.. i am sorry ive been gone so long.. but ill be back - i just hope when i return - youre all still here =)
oh.. the 'cherry tap' name sucks btw.
fuck that. =)
anyway - ill be around.. and ill be on more and more often - with more blogs for you to waste time reading =)
talk to you all soon.
*hugs*
lux
