There are so many thaughts in my head right now. Like how to be with the one I love. How much I hate where I'm at in my life. Where I would like to be in 5 years from now. People I know and care about. The one I love agin comes into mind. How I want to show her I love her. Thaughts of how odd it is to feel so incomplet without her. Thaughts of how happy I was to have my birth mothers approval of her. Thaughts of how scared I am to meet her father there are too many others to list mayeb some other time in the next few days or weeks I'll write more but for now that's it.
