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What are you waiting for?
My phone starts beeping and I open the message.
"What're you doing?" Such a difficult question..
I'm sitting in the car cause I wanna be alone,
staring at the water run down the window,
listening to the rain splash against the ground,
and wondering if anyone wants me around.
Smoking my cancer and thinking of the past,
realizing my life's flying by too fast.
I'm hoping for a time I can smile all day
and dreaming of a night I can look back and say,
"I'm happy with my life, I can put the knife away. I'm proud of what I've done,
how far I've come, and who I am today. I smile cause I want to, cause it's real.
It's the only way to express how I feel."
When I can close my eyes and sleep through the night
and not have all this shit on my mind.
"Relaxing.. You?"
