Laying awake at night, my tears run down
Can't smile, sadden with this frown
I think too much
I crave for the touch
My head hurts, my heart aches
Wondering how long it would take
I long for my new life
Or end it with this knife
It's so tempting to end it all
Tear drops of blood and watch it fall
With just one simple twist
With a silver upon my wrist
Or a painful stab into my heart
Draining the pain apart
I try to stay strong
But the devils inside sing me this song
I can't eat....I can't sleep
All I seem to do is just weep
I starve myself a lot
From this saddness that was brought
Only a few things makes my lips curl
Hidden thoughts within this girl
Who am I? What's my purpose?
What makes my life still exist?
-writen by me