"Tear Upon my Cheek"
A tear upon my cheek, pain upon my heart,
So simple to talk about,
yet destroyed when I try to speak!
My heart aches,
As I try to find the words to describe
The way that I feel inside.
You've no idea the way you have made me feel.
A night on the couch,
Feeling unwanted and neglected,
All I wanted was a little comfort,
A little compassion.
But anymore I guess that is to much to ask of you.
You say you can only do such a thing at certain times,
But those times you are unsure.
I lay in bed next to you crying,
Feeling as though we are falling apart,
And that is not a time in which you can transform to the guy I thought I knew.
The one I fell in love with,
The one who sent so many texts telling me he'd take care of my every need.
Now, a year and a half later, Left hanging and hurt,
I wonder, was that man even real?
Or was he just saying those things?
Things that he knew would win me over,
And make me fall and trust him with my heart?