take the bad with the good i guess
So i created this second profile on here and just happened to start messing around with someone who i had thought no longer wanted to be friends with me... When I created this other account it was to prove to myself that there is still that person inside of me that could flirt and have fun and be the person i was a year ago
So when he started talking to me i lied and made up some stuff and created distorted pictures to see how long it would take him to put the peices together... well finaly i sent him a pic with my face half covered sunglasses on and distorted knowing he had a program and he would probably try to clear it up to see if he had seen this fake person before... well he started putting the pieces together and I kept playing along with it till I couldnt do it any longer
but I think/know I pushed it too far
i was informed he never said he wasnt my friend which right then i knew it spelled bad news... it was a case of bad communication from him to a friend to me
now i dont know as if he will even hear me out so i think i really lost him this time which makes it hurt that much more
good thing is i proved to myself i am still me on the inside even though my shell and my heart have been broken, i can put myself back together and have fun and not always have to have it be about me being sad
so I guess with the good always comes the bad
