Sweet Deception
You caressed my heart and held my mind, the briefest touch sending shivers down my spine. And in that one moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception. I wanted your body against mine, I wanted to smell your skin, taste it, feel it, almost like a drug addiction. And now I’m having withdraws and in that one moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception.
Sharp shallow breaths, icy chills, crazy images, hallucinations taking over, breath against my cheek, eyes closed, lips almost there, until my eyes open and there I am, alone, left to want, to need, to wish, and in that moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception.
I keep waiting, but for what I’m not sure, maybe a gentle sound, the sound of a heart beat, your heart beat, I can hear it in my ears, now almost in rhythm with mine. That soft thump-thump that I know all too well, the sound that races with mine, and makes all else disappear. And in that moment all I wanted was you, you and your sweet deception.
But yet I sit here bitter, angry, and drowning slowly in my own morbid sea, wasting tears and heartache, while your with someone else,
Yet still in this moment all I want is you, you and your sweet deception.
