Staring down my isle I stand with a stop.
I feel the weight and then the sudden drop.
The sound hit me like a billion waves.
I saw the sign that said that she saves.
Nothing but another tender, calling lie.
Somberly Smiling at you while I sit and die.
Nothing but a tender smile to carry right on through.
Not a hundred but just one that scary thing you do...
You carry the long night oh so very right.
Just another sweat covered sullen night.
The depression follows just like a kid in tow.
It knows things you don't really want to know.
You'll find it here again inside the pleasant stench.
You'll find it here no matter which way you wrench.
No windows or holes for you to crawl away.
Just another day inside with me this dreadful way.
Find the words within you and learn to choke them out.
but while you say it tremble in that fearful, loving doubt...
Crawl around below and get so very still.
Can you still hear and do you care to feel?
Me? I hear the silence and the pain is back.
Time for you to go because my fate is back on track.
Right up to the end it dumps me on the floor.
I call out...
"Can this end or is there more?"