As I sit here in the quiet,
Tired and ready to fall asleep,
I think,...
My depression got deeper,
My soul grew darker,
But still no one sees.
Emptiness once again fills me,
My heart seems so cold,
My blood black as the night,
My body deprived of happiness,
And filled with sorrow,
But still no one sees.
I grow quieter, almost silent,
My mind grows deadlier,
My hate burns deeper,
My love is buried,
Under the ashes of my soul,
My friends grow faint,
My vision gets blurred,
But still no one sees.
My throat closes to not let in air,
My body struggles,
My mind dies away,
My blood turns blue and cold,
My eyes glow black,
My body turns purple,
Now everyone sees,
But much too late.
