YaGottaLoveMe is not safe for work's blog: "poem"

As I sit here in the quiet, Tired and ready to fall asleep, I think,... My depression got deeper, My soul grew darker, But still no one sees. Emptiness once again fills me, My heart seems so cold, My blood black as the night, My body deprived of happiness, And filled with sorrow, But still no one sees. I grow quieter, almost silent, My mind grows deadlier, My hate burns deeper, My love is buried, Under the ashes of my soul, My friends grow faint, My vision gets blurred, But still no one sees. My throat closes to not let in air, My body struggles, My mind dies away, My blood turns blue and cold, My eyes glow black, My body turns purple, Now everyone sees, But much too late.

Who needs love, When love falls apart. Who needs a heart, When a heart can be broken. Who needs thoughts, When thoughts make you lost. Who needs THE kiss, When the kiss brings destruction. Who needs a hug, When you have to let go. Who needs anything, When everything falls apart. Who needs a smile, When a smile turns to a frown. Who needs a laugh, When a laugh only lasts a minute. Who needs scars, When scars last forever. Who needs friends, When friends aren..t there. Who needs dreams, When dreams can be shattered. Everyone needs something, Before life falls apart.

The pain I feel, It hurts so much, And nobody cares. My world crashes, All around me, And nobody notices. My life slowly crumbles, As I just want to die, And nobody sees. My tears just keep coming, As I am drowning, And nobody helps. This tunnel gets darker, All around me, And nobody lights my way. My fear takes over, I am so scared, And no body holds me. My confidence disappears, It..s almost gone, And nobody reassures me. My life is disappearing, I am fading away, And nobody cares.

Feelings lost, no words to say, Just lost inside my own little world. Don't know what I want, or what to do, Don't even know just how to feel. My lips are sealed, My heart is locked, Scared to say a word, I'm lost inside my own little world. My head is confused, My stomach aches, My heart don't know what to do. So what is wronge? I have no clue, Just lost inside my own little world. I see his face, day after day, and I know I have to walk away. My head just aches, My stomach's in knots, My heart is locked away, and I still don't know, just what to do. I'm lost inside my own little world.