It's Late at night and I stand on my front porch sipping some hot tea. I set my tea down and put my coot on as the breeze terns in to a cold winter wind.I look up and watch as the moon gets masked buy clods . I Pick up my drink and take another sip from it. As I think to my self its a good night for snow.
My mind drift off. To memories almost long forgot. A voice from a loved whispers in my mind. Tell me that they miss me and jogging old memories of them back to life make cry cause you miss them so much. But at the same time make you smile and laugh. As the memories get stronger and stronger you can feel and smell everything as if it was just happing for the first time. You can feel the mid summers sun betting down on you as your walking the the park with Jen as you stop for a secant to pick a flow and put in her hear that you know she like she laugh and ask why I picked her such a beautiful flower for her, I said " Because I know you like that flower"( as she take the flower from behind her ear and smells it before putting it back) she miles and raps her arms around me nice and asks how I remember the thing I do. Then kiss me before I can say a thing. I asked her what was that fore she look at me ans ask do you know when I toled you this. It was when we first started to go date. And that was....three years ago......yeah I know it was threes and happy anniversary sweetie. We walk over to a bench with a tree bey it and I lean agents the tree and asked her if she can recall where I asked her out at was. She look right in to my eyes an tell me right here. She tells me that I am a romantic and kiss me again. Then starts to laugh once again. She tell me that I not the same person I was back then. I asked what she meant that.
She tells me. Well when you asked me out you were nerves as hell and I knew there was some thing on your mind that you wanted to tell say to me. I even know that you were going to ask me out and I was just waiting to tell you yes........well to be honest I was wait for some time cause me sister told me you asked her if she know if I would like to date you.
A gust of wind brings me back tears run down my face is time in sadness cause I know it was just a memory and that I will never be able to see Jen again.
RIP my sweetie
And where ever your at hon I hope its full of sun shine and happiness.
