RoadDog's blog: "Stories & Poems"

I once know who you were not sure I do now You want told me that are friendship was one of the best things in your life and now.......and now it hangs buy a tread. And for what? You once so happy that you I could picture flying high in the sky. Free as a bird Know your more like a kipped bird longing for the freedom it once knew and loved Most of all I miss the friend I know that did not care about the good things in there life even tho other people did not want them in it. Who are you and where did my friend go?

Numb to the world as love is torn out of me. My heart like a crystal shard in to a thousand peaces. I tried to make sens out of the nothingness once called love. Trying to pick up the shards as the melt like ice in my hands. Crashing down wards spiral not knowing when I am going to hit bottom. Life once filled with meaning now fades to block. Trying to feel the void with false hopes and dream and see the crumble before me. Never knowing if I did something wrong as I cry my self a sleep at night. No one know the pain I feel as I put a happy face mack on that's slowly cracking before every one. The sadness hit like a Tittle Wave as I try to move one. looking for something or some to make me feel alive even if its just for a scant. Sitting in the dark oblivious to ever one loves me still as I ponder how to put the peaces back together.

I’m walling down endless a hall of door. Trying to open them. But they read not for you. No madder what I do or how hard I try. The doors will not open for me. I can here sound coming from behind them. Sound of music and fun behind some. Sound of pleaser behind some more. Sound of torcher and fear behind the others. I just want to give in. But I know I can’t One of these doors must be for me. So I keep on looking down this hall that has no end. It feels like I will be looking till the end of time But I can give in. Hope seams to be slipping from my grasp. But I still move one.