I have been offline for over a week.
Did you miss me?
I have had a lot of time to do some soul searching.
A few things I know for sure.
I hate being alone.
I hate waking up to just my cats.
I hate spending time just soul searching.
I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong.
I have been alone for almost 5 years now.
The knock of opportunity is silent.
My heart is open to suggestion.
But no one wants my heart.
Plenty want my body.
Superficially.
I want to love.
I want to fill my life with love.
But it is so hard.
So hard.
I'm so tired.
