Viper XpX's blog: "love and pain"

WHEN YOU WORK IN CLOSE PROXIMITY WITH OTHER PEOPLE THERE WILL BE MANY TIMES THAT YOU WILL OFFEND EACH OTHER. FAMILIES INEVITABLY HURT EACH OTHER FROM TIME TO TIME. SAYING "I'M SORRY" ARE THE TWO WORDS THAT CAN REPAIR YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT APOLOGIES THE BAD FEELINGS ARE ALLOWED TO GROW UNTIL EVENTUALLY THEY GROW INTO SOMETHING SO BIG AND UGLY THAT IT IS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO REPAIR. IT IS DIFFICULT TO HUMBLE OURSELVES AND ADMIT THAT THAT WE MAY HAVE MADE A MISTAKE. HOWEVER, WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THE REPERCUSSIONS OF NOT MAKING A SIMPLE APOLOGY, YOU WILL REALIZE THAT ITS WORTH THE EFFORT. THIS IS FOR EVERYONE THAT IVE EVER KNOWN AND FOR EVERYTHING THAT IVE EVER DONE SOMETIMES IT TAKES LOSING EVERYTHING FOR ONE TO SIT BACK AND ADMIT THAT THEY ARE THE PROBLEM SO HERE IT IS FOR ALL THAT IT CONCERNS IT MAY NOT BE ACCEPTED BUT ATLEAST I PUT IN THE HEART AND AND EFFORT TO ATTEMPT IT IM SORRY OF BEING SO EMOTIONAL IM SORRY OF BEING SO POSSESSIVE IM SORRY THAT I CRY FOR YOU IM SORRY FOR THE TEARS YOU SHED IM SORRY FOR THE DAMAGE I MADE IM SORRY I’VE MADE YOU SICK IM SORRY I HURT YOU SO DEEP IM SORRY FOR GIVING YOU SLEEPLESS NIGHTS IM SORRY FOR EACH AND EVERY FIGHT IM SORRY FOR YOUR PAIN & AGONY IM SORRY FOR THE MISSING HARMONY IM SORRY FOR MY SELFISH LOVE IM SORRY FOR NOT CARING ENOUGH IM SORRY FOR MY RESTLESSNESS IM SORRY FOR THE LOSING GRACE IM SORRY MY FRIEND I MADE YOU MAD IM SORRY DARLING YOU ARE SO SAD IM SORRY FOR NOT GIVING YOU ANY HAPPINESS IM SORRY BECAUSE IT’S MY DISGRACE IM SORRY FOR THINKING OF YOU SO VERY MUCH IM SORRY I ALWAYS MISS YOUR TOUCH IM SORRY OF BEING SO MAD ABOUT YOU IM SORRY FOR MY EVERY BLUE IM SORRY OF BEING SO IMMATURE IM SORRY NOW THAT CAN’T BE CURED IM SORRY OF BEING MYSELF IM SORRY THAT I’VE FAILED IM SORRY AND SORRY AGAIN IM SORRY OF BEING INSANE IM SORRY I’M NOT PERFECT IM SORRY FOR MY UGLY FACE IM SORRY THAT I’M STUPID IM EVEN SORRY FOR MY RACE IM SORRY I’M NOT FUNNY IM SORRY I’M NOT SMART IM SORRY I CANT TELL YOU THE TRUTH WITHIN MY HEART IM SORRY THAT YOU HATE ME IM SORRY I’M IN LOVE IM SORRY I ACT THE WAY I DO I NEVER THOUGHT IT’D MATTER TO YOU IM SORRY FOR THE TEARS I CRY IM SORRY I’M A FAILURE IN YOUR EYE IM SORRY FOR A LOT OF THINGS BUT MOST OF ALL IM SORRY FOR LETTING MY PRIDE GET IN THE WAY OF MY FRIENDSHIPS