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Viper XpX's blog: "love and pain"

created on 10/03/2008  |  http://fubar.com/love-and-pain/b249861

here it is .. in a few weeks ill be 2 years since my x r/l wife
left me for someone from this site ..that was 10 years of
my life 8 of them spent married to her ..it still hurts on how
could someone do something like this ...so im a little mody
latly im sorry .. but when you have a kid n wake up looking
for him n remember he doesnt live with you any more its hard
to go back to bed .. so many night i cry .. not cause of not
haven her but cause i dont have my son with me all the time
any more .. its a very hard and pain ful thing ...
wel i needed to vent some .. thank you all who read this ..
 im sure most ya wont give a rats a$$ but i thought i
would share on how i feel .. most the time

to help others level up

OK here it is i will be useing my ANGEL ability ALTRUIZE  to help others level im not selling it i cant garentee that i will always have autos on but if you think this is a good idea let me know and if you wanna be on the list say so here n will try to get to as many as i can ..... any donations of any sort will be aprciated ... i wanna thank everyone that has helped me get this far ... and i wanna help others get here also ... much love and reapect to my fam and friends xoxo and ^5's ... ty all ViPeR XP

what would you think

ok so to speak this is nothing new to me or any 1 else but i was married for 8 years once... the x wife didnt want every 1 on fubar knowing she was my wife... she wouldnt add me to her name or anything ... well needless to say she left me for some 1 else n yes it was someone from fubar.....which brings me to this i said something to my gf about adding r/l bf gf to each other in the about me section ..... she said do what i need to do ... so i asked her if she was going to add it to hers ... her responce was I dont know .... so speaking from the past this raised a another huge red flag... so what do you my friends all think about this

life

Life is about trusting
our feelings and taking
chances,losing and
finding
happiness,appreciating
the memories and learning

if u was my GF

let me say this blogg will probly be deleated by me but just wanted some info on how others are

ok heres the question's

1 if i was ur bf would u have ur relationship status to in a relationship

2 would i be your #1 fam on ur page

3 would you ever put in your name r/l gf to viper xp

4 would your crush be on me

hate / love

1. comment what you like/ love most about me

2. comment what you hate/ dislike about me

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SEEMS SO MAY PEOPLE ARE SO CAUGHT UP IN THINGS THAT HAVE NO RELEVANCE WHATSOEVER IRL- TO ME ITS ALL SO PETTY AND I HAVE NO NEED FOR DRAMA IN MY LIFE..THIS SPOKE TO MY HEART TONIGHT..I STOLE THIS FROM A MUMM MADE BY WV REBEL AND HAD TO SHARE.... There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' Life Is a Gift Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion. Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth. Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren. Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets. Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job. But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin. And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.
WHEN YOU WORK IN CLOSE PROXIMITY WITH OTHER PEOPLE THERE WILL BE MANY TIMES THAT YOU WILL OFFEND EACH OTHER. FAMILIES INEVITABLY HURT EACH OTHER FROM TIME TO TIME. SAYING "I'M SORRY" ARE THE TWO WORDS THAT CAN REPAIR YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT APOLOGIES THE BAD FEELINGS ARE ALLOWED TO GROW UNTIL EVENTUALLY THEY GROW INTO SOMETHING SO BIG AND UGLY THAT IT IS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO REPAIR. IT IS DIFFICULT TO HUMBLE OURSELVES AND ADMIT THAT THAT WE MAY HAVE MADE A MISTAKE. HOWEVER, WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THE REPERCUSSIONS OF NOT MAKING A SIMPLE APOLOGY, YOU WILL REALIZE THAT ITS WORTH THE EFFORT. THIS IS FOR EVERYONE THAT IVE EVER KNOWN AND FOR EVERYTHING THAT IVE EVER DONE SOMETIMES IT TAKES LOSING EVERYTHING FOR ONE TO SIT BACK AND ADMIT THAT THEY ARE THE PROBLEM SO HERE IT IS FOR ALL THAT IT CONCERNS IT MAY NOT BE ACCEPTED BUT ATLEAST I PUT IN THE HEART AND AND EFFORT TO ATTEMPT IT IM SORRY OF BEING SO EMOTIONAL IM SORRY OF BEING SO POSSESSIVE IM SORRY THAT I CRY FOR YOU IM SORRY FOR THE TEARS YOU SHED IM SORRY FOR THE DAMAGE I MADE IM SORRY I’VE MADE YOU SICK IM SORRY I HURT YOU SO DEEP IM SORRY FOR GIVING YOU SLEEPLESS NIGHTS IM SORRY FOR EACH AND EVERY FIGHT IM SORRY FOR YOUR PAIN & AGONY IM SORRY FOR THE MISSING HARMONY IM SORRY FOR MY SELFISH LOVE IM SORRY FOR NOT CARING ENOUGH IM SORRY FOR MY RESTLESSNESS IM SORRY FOR THE LOSING GRACE IM SORRY MY FRIEND I MADE YOU MAD IM SORRY DARLING YOU ARE SO SAD IM SORRY FOR NOT GIVING YOU ANY HAPPINESS IM SORRY BECAUSE IT’S MY DISGRACE IM SORRY FOR THINKING OF YOU SO VERY MUCH IM SORRY I ALWAYS MISS YOUR TOUCH IM SORRY OF BEING SO MAD ABOUT YOU IM SORRY FOR MY EVERY BLUE IM SORRY OF BEING SO IMMATURE IM SORRY NOW THAT CAN’T BE CURED IM SORRY OF BEING MYSELF IM SORRY THAT I’VE FAILED IM SORRY AND SORRY AGAIN IM SORRY OF BEING INSANE IM SORRY I’M NOT PERFECT IM SORRY FOR MY UGLY FACE IM SORRY THAT I’M STUPID IM EVEN SORRY FOR MY RACE IM SORRY I’M NOT FUNNY IM SORRY I’M NOT SMART IM SORRY I CANT TELL YOU THE TRUTH WITHIN MY HEART IM SORRY THAT YOU HATE ME IM SORRY I’M IN LOVE IM SORRY I ACT THE WAY I DO I NEVER THOUGHT IT’D MATTER TO YOU IM SORRY FOR THE TEARS I CRY IM SORRY I’M A FAILURE IN YOUR EYE IM SORRY FOR A LOT OF THINGS BUT MOST OF ALL IM SORRY FOR LETTING MY PRIDE GET IN THE WAY OF MY FRIENDSHIPS

me and i

as i sit here and ponder on things that have happened things that will happen and things i will never know or understand but i do know 1 thing i am me for i am i <3 me for me for you may not under stand every thing "I" do ......for some times i dont understand every thing "I" do ....but for "me" i who "I" am .........<3 all my true friends
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