Ryot Gyrl's blog: "Stuff"

I can't explain or understand and things are so unclear,
The seasons changing while I slept, left me unprepared.
My sympathies and empathies are locked behind this door,
Hiding there until I'm sure it is as safe as before.
I must have closed my eyes too long, turned my head too far,
Cause something strange is happening, I feel it more and more.
This painful numbing of my mind, I can't even feel my skin,
And here I am alone again, on the outside looking in...