I hate the way you make me cry...
without you I believe I would die...
I hate the way you touch my soul...
by your kisses, your whispers, your my whole world...
I hate how your always right...
when I never want to be wrong...
I hate the way you turn me on...
just by looking at me, it's like a sexy love song...
I hate how hard it is to break away...
from the arms I live to be inside every single day...
I hate how I must leave you, or be away from you...
isn't it funny how life has that way? no matter what you do...
I hate how a good love song, or a movie, television show...
can remind me of how much I love you, and make me cry, feel so low...
I hate how I want to be with you every minute of every day...
and cannot help but want you more in every single way...
I hate how I love you like I need to breathe...
I can't exist without your touch, and how hard it is to see...
I hate how I get angry, when I cannot express frustrations...
while in turn putting myself in a comprimising situation...
I hate how you get quiet, when I need to hear your voice...
I'll never get used to the fact that I am your choice...
I hate that no matter how hard I might try...
I can't get mad at you, and I don't know why...
I hate the fact that I'm insecure...
When I know you love me, adore me, that you are my cure...
I hate that cold medicine, and pain meds fall so short...
but I feel so much better, when you come home from work...
I hate that it's difficult to let you go...
and how your on my mind all night long...
I hate how I need you to exsist...
and how it aches to admit without you I'm like this...
I hate that I can't live without your body next to mine...
but what I hate even more then anything else...
is I hate that you're the best part of me, and without you...
I'm out of line.
LRS 12.20.05
