I discovered this blog, by a good friend.
Its on another site but I was really surprised that he would write about me.
So this is how another person sees me, and it might let you learn a lil more about me.
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Of Celena and Aries’ girls
Celena is a Scorpio. I haven't a handle on Scorps. I DO know that you NEVER want to piss one off. Scorpion sting is right, and for those who ready my survey answers, you know I'm scared of scorpions (heck, just typing the word gives me the heebie jeebies).
Scorpio women? Go 'head, cross 'em. Do it once, and make it good, cuz you'll pay. Oh, will you ever pay. And the worst? They won't tell you. Won't hardly talk to you. But you'll know. You can feel it...the sting is there. The neurotoxins are starting in on you. It'll take weeks, and no matter how many times you ask 'what's wrong?' the answer will not come. Cuz you'd better f'in KNOW what you did wrong, and good luck trying to make it up!
I'll get back to Celena in a sec.
Aries' girls, on the other hand, will get pissed off more often, and much more easily, but they'll forgive you quicker. HOWEVER, they have rules that you do not know about. Oh, they'll claim (for they always win their debates - and your life will be easier if you just let them win) that you DO know the rules. They'll site times and dates as to when they informed you exactly of the rules.
But breach the rules you shall, for Ariens have too damn many rules. And then, poof, they'll be gone. Now, a note: They will threaten to leave you often, but really won't if you call their bluff. But then they'll be gone, and again, you, you poor man you, won't have a clue as to why. Again, like the Scorpio, they'll expect that you DO know, for didn't they clue you in to the rules so many times so very long ago?!?
Now, with Scorps, you'll know when it's over. That will be after you've earned your way back in somehow. Lucky you, if this is a romantic relationship, the angry make-up sex will be stellar. And they will inform you in no uncertain terms what you did and you will NEVER do it again, believe me. And all will be forgiven, but never forgotten.
With Aries types, there will be no angry make-up sex, just pleasurable return-to-form sex, and you'll have forgotten there was anything wrong in the first place (and often-times, there really WAS nothing wrong, except dammit, you did break the rules, and how could you not know that!?!?). If they do break off from you, and then they see you down the road, they'll act pretty much as if nothing had happened. But they'll never ever forget...but then again, they're so damn independant, they won't care.
You can pine and pine away for the Scorpio, but it won't work until they're venom has weaned away. You can pine and pine for the Arien, but it won't matter one whit. Every time you see them it'll be like it always was, and you'll then want more immediately, and they won't be anywhere around. You can call, you can write, you can woo, you can plead, it won't matter. And they'll be moooore than glad to have as many of 'the talks' with you about what's wrong, but they'll assure you nothing is actually wrong, and it's all forgotten, but they're just...busy (or something).
And if, on some whim, the Arien is ready or wishes to hang out with you, well, then, you might as well. Ariens are fun.
Scorps, if they're done with you, are done. Period. Don't ask. Don't try. Oh, they'll take the flowers and whatnot, but they're done. And don't ask if they're done, cuz they won't tell you. You just are, and that's the way it is.
Celena is a Scorp. And luckily for me, I haven't crossed the line yet. Which is why I had the MOST delicious soup at her house tonight, after she had an almost-crisis wherein she committed a non-error (she accidentally lost her car key, happens all the time). But she got herself together, made two soups (and both were delish), and entertained at her home, and was the perfect homemaker.
But I could see her and feel her still crying inside over the car-key thing. And Scorps are really outspoken when it comes to other people and other situations, but rarely if ever speak about themselves and their own feelings.
I wonder if it's the neurotoxin flowing constantly inside of them. Nicole is a shy Scorp also. I think she likes me, but I'll never really be able to tell. I know Celena likes me, but finding out how much comes in shocking bits and pieces of pleasant surprise. Like each bite of the soup. You know it's really good, but you're never sure what you're going to get in each bite.
And here I sit, the Lost Leo, constantly on the lion's hunt, but only rarely catching his prey or meeting up with his desires.
Meanwhile, there's always some Capricorn waiting in the wings, too damn analytical and lost to turn the hunter into the hunted and find the man of their dreams.
:::sigh:::
It is what it is, but it sure is maddening.
