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as i walk threw the shadows. i look back on life in the light. I remember all the pain that was caused by others and inflicted upon others. i stay in the shadows to stay away from the pain. as i try to erease the memories of that one true love for one certain woman. but they just wont go away. the person that said it is better to have loved and lost then to have not loved at all. must of not ever been in love. the pain that comes from loosing that one true love can be dealy. it can kill someone to love and lost then never loved at all as i look at your picture. i imagine that your laying next to me sleeping. i remember sitting there and watching you slep the nights that i couldnt sleep. i remember looking at you and telling myself that i was laying next to an angel and that i was the most lucky guy in the world. and told myself that i never want to loose you. one day i ended up loosing the best thing in my life Ive been so lost with out you in my life. i wake up threw out the night scared and depressed cause i pushe dyou away. then after you left i seen you in person instead of in my memories. all the pain i caused you hit me all at once and then came the tears. i tried to say how sorry i was but the words just didnt come out right. i didnt want to let you go. i didnt want to leave you cuase i knew it would kill me away not knowing if i would ever see or hold you in my arms agin. as i drove off i seen the pain of me leaving come accross your face. i then felt your arms around me again but you wasnt there. as the other people seen me on my way home they seen the tears that fell for you.no one knew why i was crying. the same feeling came accross my boy body like it did the day i watched you drive off and i didnt even try to stop you. i lost the love of my life that day. i knew who i have always wanted but i just keep letting you walk way. and i never tell you or show you how i feel untill your gone. i will never for give myself ro just letting you walk away
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