Sometimes I don't know me. I look in the mirror and see a stranger. I used to be happy and then over time it was gone. I am not who I used to be and who I once loved being. I can't seem to figure out what I am looking for. I think I find it and then it slips quickly from my grasp. Maybe I don't fight hard enough to keep what I want. Maybe I just don't think I should have to fight for something that is meant to be mine. Some days,I just don't know what I am looking for.