so yeah...maybe I can't just walk away no matter what claims I make to the contrary...maybe I just care too damn much...and it'll be the downfall of me...or maybe people will take a look...and see the fact that I care...and maybe then I won't be crucified every time I try to help...if I didn't give a shit I wouldn't look...I wouldn't even try...and no...before you even try to say it...I don't enjoy anyone's grief...look at my life and everything I've been through over the years...do you really think that after the hell I've been through I'd enjoy anyone else's?
