Ahhhhhhh listening to the Good Life always makes me put things in perspective. I havent slept but two hours since I woke up yesterday morning. ok afternoon, what day is it again?! I don't even know anymore. I just am cranky and I cried a little, but it's gonna be ok. Damn, I was being a little drama filled....but it's all good. I am just frustrated that things arent working out in my favor no matter how hard I am trying. But, Tomorrow is another day if I ever fall the fuck asleep and I think I am going to be up all night..... For all you guys that have been here for me, i fucking love you so much words cannot describe
So Now I am leaving you with my "dance with Andi in Columbus to the Good Life" song!
Friction
nightclubs, nightstalkers
fast women, fast talkers
loose lips, loose limbs
the lovely loveless
sunset to sunrise
black dresses, black eyes
tangles of tangos
hot hands, hot thighs
why can I never get you?
theres a sea of bodies between us.
I recall the first time i saw you -
not a dance hall - but a crowded bus.
pressed against the scent of stale sweat -
friction!
vampires and witches
steal bloody red kisses
in go-go boots, itailin suits;
they always dress to kill.
they spin their umbrellas,
they dance a tarantella..
but im not here for them
I only come here to watch you.
I want to make your acquaintance,
to escort - to be a gentleman.
I want to rub up against you..
like those scoundrels -
like those wolves do.
they run in packs -
in saabs and SUVS.
oh, these pounding dance clubs.
this friction between us.
how you throw your body,
its so moving..
but never toward me.
still, I always seem to read
between the beat.