I have so much to say, and so little space to say it in. If I were to spill all of the thoughts in my head onto this silly little page, youd be sitting here reading for days. I love to think and I have tons of theories about tons of different subjects. Im a single mother of two beautiful children, who I love with all my heart. They are why I get up everyday and do what I do. Also I stay focused on my goals; I can have my cake and eat it to.... Also at the same time I have my cookies, ice cream, & chocolate. !) I also dont take disrespect very lightly. ACTUALLY I DONT!!!!!!! But I can play very well as long as its not to hurt anyone’s feelings. As long as I know that I can accept the fact, that I cannot save the whole world, I can sure help some deserving people along the way. Wont hurt anyone unless someone is throwing stones first...lol!) Also if you know me, then you know how I am. I am goofy and I love to laugh until I cannot breathe. Trust me and I will trust you. Respect me and I will RESPECT you, I have low tolerance for ignorance. I love the people who make me happy on a daily basis, and I respect them more than anything in the world. I love to surround myself with positive people who send POSITIVE vibes my way.

Also Ive been through a lot of shit, and I like to think Ive handled most of it with grace. Ive taken all of my bad experiences and turned them into positive energy. [No one can break me]. The only thing you do have to realize is whatever your hardship may be; it will make you stronger, even if youre not sure why youre suffering in the first place. Im not perfect... far from it. Im temperamental yet extremely calm. Im one of the nicest people ever, until you piss me off…….which takes alot. I trust with everything I have until I am betrayed, which seems to happen too much. I have loved and lost…….and found that love is one of the greatest things to experience when youre in the moment, yet more blinding than ever imaginable, and one of the hardest things to lose. Ive been hurt too many times to count, but blessed by more people than I ever thought possible. Im strong and independent, stubborn and persistent. Im a sucker for a love story, and Im a hopeless romantic, although sappy, emotional stuff sometimes just makes me sick to my stomach. I tend to scream when I get excited and hide when I get embarrassed. I love the feeling of butterflies in my stomach, whether it is because of a roller coaster or the touch of a guy. Im a big softie at heart, although some people seem to think Im a bitch. [The only approval I need is my own, and Im more than satisfied.]
...I haven’t even begun to scratch the surface...
Im not here to impress anyone. I try to be as real as I can be, and I dont make excuses for myself or the mistakes I make. You only live once, so live life to the fullest every moment you can... no regrets.

Skepticism is a good thing. Im very careful about who I let into my life due to past issues. In my opinion, you can never be too careful. If you betray my trust, you can kiss me goodbye.

I am extremely close with my friends and family. They mean more to me than anything. My girls are my crutch and my family is my world. I love spending time with my family because they make me laugh harder than any group of people. My mom trys to be funny, but knows shes not, which to me is hilarious. My dad and sisters are the funniest people I know and together theyre even funnier, they have this dry sense of humor that not many people understand. My little sister is a so cute and things in general make her adorable to me. And my friends are the best in the entire world. We have the most fun doing everything together. They rock my world. (And my REAL HOMEGIRLS know who they are)

I have a few different groups of friends. I only surround myself with people I can admire, and look up to. In my opinion its unhealthy to surround yourself with anything less.
[Betrayal is NOT in my vocabulary.]


I admire everyone who has been in my life, including the ones who have done me wrong, and have appreciation for the strength they have given me by hurting me. I am who I am because of you all.
...My newfound love for life keeps me going, and if you threaten that you will never see my face again...
Strength is not measured in numbers. Its measured in how well you take the situations thrown at you. And the grace you conduct yourself with in those situations.
Be graceful...
I am a huge believer in [Karma]. If you have done me wrong, you will get yours in the end. Revenge isnt necessary.

Im full of contradictions, but Im pretty sure I have my head on [straight]. Lets see if you can keep up.
I watch everything you [DO]. I know within 10 minutes of meeting you how far I will let our relationship go.

I want someone who has enough fucking sense and maturity to realize that I shouldnt be let go.

It seems every year theres 1 moment when u look back at what was learned why, what was hoped for & never happened, what u meant 2 say & do & never did, & every1 that made their presence known.

ALSO MY FAVORITE QUOTE IS: WATCH WHAT YOU DO AND WHO YOU DO IT TO CAUSE WAY BEFORE YOU KNOW IT, THEYLL DO IT BACK TO YOU
-----------------------------------------------------------HOW I WILL ANSWER TO GOD WHEN MY TIME HAS COME. I DONT WANT YOUR FORGIVENESS. I WON’T MAKE EXCUSSES. IM NOT GOING TO BLAME YOU, EVEN IF YOUR AN ACCESSORY. BUT I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOUR NATURAL ORDER. I DIDNT COME FOR ABSOLUTION. I DIDNT ASK TO BE REDEEMED. BUT ISNT THAT THE WAY IT IS, EVERY GOD DAMN TIME? YOUR PRAYERS ARE ALWAYS ANSWERED...IN THE ORDER THEY ARE RECIEVED.