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ok... so here's the deal. I recently met a fellow military man on line. Matter of fact, on here. We have so much in common, that we just "mesh". So, here's the only problem though.... He's married!!! He says that he wants to give her the chance to change, but I guess he just doesn't see it happening. According to him, they fight all the time and can't get along... but he says he thinks its b/c of him being away all the time. It seems it would be the opposite to me.
Now, here's the dilemma. After talking for several wks and getting to know each other and so on and so forth, I have developed feeling for him .... a little stronger feelings than what i'm used to getting for someone so quickly. He makes out like he really likes me too. But, it seems to me that I'm just something to pass the time till he can get home to her and fix the happy family.
So, should I just say fuck it and not talk to him anymore until he gets his shit straight at home or continue to pursue him knowing that he has someone waitin on him besides me. Hoping beyond hope that it won't work out. Wait, that's wrong to say.. .... but it's so true. I feel like I'm about to explode....I don't know what I'm feeling. I just know it's not something that I'm used to. Plus, I really don't want to be the other woman, but for him... I actually think that I would do it. Other than my son, he is all I think about from dawn till dusk.... and I smile when I talk to him... aaawww.. fuck it . ..I'm done.. I don't know what to do.
