Is it the city? I don’t know I guess no, not really. But what is it? I am lying in the dark usually Morpheus takes me here any day or night time but I can not even force him and my thoughts wander around to those I barely think of and I’m searching for reasons to exculpate why I keep away from them… but who am I exculpating to? Me?
I wish it would be as easy as she said since she was right: There is no community mixed as random as a family…
…but like she said: the blood is thicker
I see my mother in my face
but only when I travel
I run as fast as I can run
but
jack comes tumbling after…
and when I'm brave enough and find a clever way to kick him out
and I'm so high not even you and all your love could bring me down
I guess that’s it, I wish they would hate me it would be so much easier then. I can not stand their love know that I know of it.
