Betrayal ,emptiness and powerless with clouds of darkness all around, I lay in bed but to many thoughts go through my head,
No body to hear my silent screams , no 1 to wipe away my tears or hold me and feel my darkest fears.
Wen will this all end or maybe it wont and God nos what i will do or become if it dont.
The terror that lays with in is like a sleepin dragon and when it awakes there shall be no pity on any ememy it takes.Head screaming with pain will this anger go and will i ever be the same
I think not as one can only take so much before they break
Is this all a test to see how much it will slowly kill me or is it to see if i will be the one who finally stands strong and be the one holding the gun
Which ever way it goes i dont really know but my heart is now black and lays dormant maybe for ever
For my life now has dealt with to much pain and with too many scars i shall not be the same, for the moment they fear me not but my time will come and my enemy shall run, thats when the dragon shall wake and the enemy it shall take and their eyes shall have fear in them and ile be the one who looks down at them and into their eyes for then i will hav won !!
