Silent pain deep inside no where left to hide
Tear drops leave my pillow soaked jus happens with no provoke
Asked so many times to be tol all will be fine
But it don matta no more cos now ive once and for all shut that open door
Eyes finally grow heavy meds kickin in soon ile be asleep an for a while at least i wont feel a thing, only problem is some pain will go others always lay deep with in
Loosin faith i neva thought i would but now realise this maybe i shud
While sum chose fantasy i choose real and wit me i have set the final deal
Wishes just don cum true not old ones and definately not new.