Deja's blog: "here ... i guess ..."

As i sit here I am often left to wonder y ... Y do i find myself coming back to this place Knowing inside the answer is not there left to wonder y my heart feels so bare I have know the feelings of love, desire & wanting passion, & bold life yet feeling so empty ... my friends all around me yet still i feel alone yet life still amazes me ... with a power so bold so yet i still find myself walking day by day trying to find the light ... somewhere passing my way.