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If you have read my previous blogs you will know that I do enjoy my freedom and that is still true about me but lately I would trade all the good times I have had sonce I became single just to be with someone. I'm really tired of seeing couples together. I'm tired of always being around people who has someone there to help them and give them support in all the things that they are doing. I miss being held for no reason at all but the fact that it was me. I hate rainy days now because I miss snuggling on the couch with the person that I am with and watching movies together with no cares about the world outside the house. I'm really tired of feeling used by everyone because I am single. I mean I am 28 years old I'm not getting younger and I do want kids someday. I guess what I'm really trying to say is that I'm almost ready to settle down again but not all the way just yet cause I am far from ready for marriage anytime soon the last one burned ne pretty bad. Hell sometimes to tell the truth I look back on the past and wonder how I actually pull my life off as it was I had no idea what I was doing when I did say I do but I still managed to pull it off and now that I'm single I can't even pull anything off except letting guys run over me still and then wondering why I do it.
