Your life is one way for a long time then all of a sudden one morning you wake up and the person you vowed to spend the rest of your life with doesn't want you anymore. So you have to readjust your life to take care of this whole new world that you know nothing about. You never had to experience it on your own and it's hard to get adjusted to. No matter what you feel like you are alone even if you are with friends and family and you wonder if you will ever find your soul mate cause the one you thought was it wanted you dead just so he could get rid of you for another woman. I know how this is cause I have been going through this for months now and I don't want to get back with my ex but i worry that I will never find anyone else to make me that happy that is as serious about it as I am. I feel that I am not good enough for anyone and that no one will ever love me for who I am just use me for what they can get and that be that. How do you adjust to being alone I mean i enjoy my freedom but I also want someone there when I need a person to talk to and confide in and share stuff with. I just want to have a normal life where I am not depressed all the time and can have fun without wondering if it's all going to end in disaster and I'm tired of having fun and when it's over with then I'm depressed again and in some cases I have put on that fake smile and pretrnded that I was having the time of my life just so no one would know the truth.....When does this end and all the happiness begin again for the broken hearted people of the world......
