Spaghetti's blog: "*~*Simply me*~*"

Im in the mood to blog so here goes nothing......I wanted to share whats been on my mind lately, could be a good thing or bad, just depending really lol...anyways..Im forever getting asked "are u single" , well yes I am...Im actually single by choice, just havent found what Im looking for YET. Im not one to jump into any kind of relationship, Im too afraid of getting hurt, so I take my time lol its the same for friendships too. It takes alot for me to trust ya..I will in time and then I'll be hard to get rid of lol. OMG, the next ?? is "what do I look for in a man" really?? god, this one gets on my nerves...I dont have a certain list that I go by, it just happens. But I do like a VERY STRONG MINDED man,  big big plus...if not I WILL and HAVE walked all over them, I loss all respect for them. I want him to tell me NO sometimes and mean it;)..I dont wanna be spoiled all the time, what fun is that.  I like a sense of humor, ROMANTIC (showing up with wild flowers and a pop, I;ll melt). A hard worker, love my man to get all sweaty and dirty, god is that fuckin sexy!!!  I do push away the ones I like cause I wanna see if they have "true" feelings or "lust" feelings..I want them to not fall for that and DEMAND my attention!!! ....next ?? yes, I am 30:(:(:(  lol and I have a 13 year old daughter...I was a teenage mommy, hardest job ever, I missed out on alot but not once have I ever regreted it, I love my princess, my world. I was married in r/l for 7 yrs to a very abusive man, he beat me pretty much every day..I have scars inside and out( my face, Im suprised no one has ever said anything lol he broke my nose, I have scars above both eyes and I do have pics but will never show them, too gruesome)...I have to say this, he made me into a very strong woman today, I can take care of myself...I took self denfense classes, learned to shoot (I do own a gun)..NEVER AGAIN!!.

As for Fubar, Ive been here over 2 yrs now and I have a love/hate relationship with it but then I think everyone has one. I try to return the love on here sometimes its hard for me cause I DO WORK and come home to take care of my daughter, ...neat huh:P maybe some of these bishes need to try it  sometime lol I also OWN my own home (paid in full, yayyyy me)...Ive started remodeling, ugh...what a pain:(...anyways, if I dont return ur rate, just shout me, no biggie I will..as for the begging , come on really, if u dont like someone begging all the time, then hit the damn delete button and STFU!!!  Everyone beggs to a pt...rates, "like", pimpouts, drinks, love, who cares...let them, shit I do lol...The one that cracks me up is crushs, god, I wish I could turn mine off...DONT CRUSH ME, I'll only break ur heart!!!  Oh and now the famp....u wont hurt my feelings by taking me outta ur family to add someone who is willing to "pay" for a add,  I dont care, really lol as for NSFW, yes I have them, they are for my family only...but I dont even think they care to even look lol but I love them....I do have my Fu men that I fuckin adore....My Rabbit, Jugger, Kage, Hillbilly Delux, I got the MAGICTOUCH....I didnt name all of them so plz dont get butthurt if I didnt mention ya...anyways..my SB is open, leave me a chat sometime, I promise I dont bite, well maybe alil;)...this is it for now..I'll add more when I think about more lol

love and kisses Sheri