How the hell can I raise my self-esteem when I have that fuckin' piece of shit callin' me names and everythin' ? He told a friend of mine that I am ugly, selfish, lazy and a bad human being. I mean he use to call me beautiful. He use to say that I'm his dream gurl, and he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. And now look at what he's doin' to me. He's makin' my life a livin' hell jus with these mssgs. I know they aren't true, but still, they still pierce my heart so deeply that I ache for comfort. Then he turned mean on me, did I do somethin' wrong?
