today is my stepgrandparents visitation. I am really dreading going. I don't do well with dead bodies. Ive never really had to deal with one. Except one summer like almost 2 years ago when a resident at my work died on my shift. But this is different. This is family. The other familes funerals I've been to, the casket was closed. I guess it's just hard because almost 2 weeks ago I saw them alive. I mean granted I didnt know them very well, they are still family and I should be there for the rest of my family. I know my dad and stepmom really need me right now. Especially my stepmom. Those were her parents that she lost. My dad told me that it would mean alot to Jackie if I was there. He's coming to get me later on today. I have no idea with church is. I don't know Menasha at all. Then hopefully after Brian gets done with work, he'll come there. I hope.
