i feel sick to my stomach right now because I feel like i was holding someone i love dearly back.He found someone who makes him happy and even though i still long to be with him his happiness means the world to me.I feel like i've alienated him and thats why he is so distant from me he is not the only person that i have alienated tho i've pushed many people away and i feel horrible about it.idk i just feel bad right now.i've had a horrible past few days.Itd be nice if someone would tlk to me right now.maybe try and cheer me up.
