I tend to think of bad things
of hurting myself, or others even
I tend to think of negativities,
and often want to end it all
I have had many dreams
few of which come true
I just feel that if I end it all
Then you won't feel this too.
I cut myself to ease the pain
to feel the pain inside.
I cut myself to ease my mind
but still the pain never subsides...
The dreams they fade,
But still I'm left alone
Until the day,
I finish it....
J.