Gonna be a Momma's blog: "Sick Sad Little World..."

You broke my heart You broke my mind... You hurt me, You turned on me... You say you love me, but then you hurt me, You say you love me, and then you desert me... You never knew me the way you thought you only wanted me for just one thing... You never wanted me for any other... And now you don't want me at all..... You know who you are... you know what I mean. You broke my heart... but what does that mean?? Do you even care? Should I even bother?? Or just give up, Fuck it.. you're wish is my command... You are forgotten...

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Im so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here And it wont leave me alone These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just too real Theres just too much that time cannot erase [chorus:] When you cried Id wipe away all of your tears When youd scream Id fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now Im bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just too real Theres just too much that time cannot erase [chorus] Ive tried so hard to tell myself that youre gone But though youre still with me Ive been alone all along

My hands are trembling and my eyes are on fire this house is crumbling left brain, left out on the wire you make me happy you magnify my better half you make me certain though all I have today is you photograph my past is perilous but each scar I bear sings monuments to where I have been and melodies to where I am going you make me happy you magnify my better half you make me certain though all i have today is you photograph where will i see you again still life can only go so far need you in front of me saying my name, saying to me saying to me, say to me i want you the way you are you, the way you are you make me happy you magnify my better half you make me certain though all i have today is you photograph

No, You're not the first to fall apart But always the first one to complain You better get careful or you'll compromise everything You are The world is a drought when out of love Please come back to us You're all of the above I'm making a choice to be out of touch Leave me be he said Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world I've never had unpaid confidantes It's more than I would care to explain But I have an open door policy when it comes to blame The world is a joke when out of love Please come back to us You're all of the above I'm making a choice to be out of touch Leave me be he said Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world