There's days my smiles faded
I can't see straight through my eyes
I don't want to see the colors
or the sparkle in your life
I just want to drift away
fall apart from this place and time
forget all the memories
take back all my time
my life is scattered across the board
lying broken on the floor
each time I get the puzzle started
you're like a hard wind
all the pieces are gone again
there's shards I will never recover
pieces of my soul are lost
how long will I be learning how to smile?
I can't even understand the basics
show me what should make me happy
chastise me when I'm wrong
barred and locked in the corner
scarred and lonely once again
~Jess
