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It's past midnight and i cannot sleep... I'm awake in my own thoughts about recent events.
3 weeks ago I found out my ex was cheating..sexting multiple women. It hurts!! I know and understand couples go through stresses BUT it does NOT give one another the right to go out of the relationship talking to other people inappropriately!
The day i found out he was cheating he lost his job..guess Karma got him before he even knew as i didnt confront him about it til middle of the week. I broke things off with him as a result as we fought/argues off and on throughout the weeks coming til i finally up n left then moved bk home to IL from KS leaving him without nothing. Mind you, he just lost his job so no $ or way to get to and from as he can't drive nor way to get food. I work full time..i come home and cook, do some cleaning if needed, do ALL our laundru including my kid's clothes, bring him his plate for dinner, fold his clothes and help him with whatever he needs. Why? Why the fuckknowing you're depending on someone do you risk going out of your relationship talking to others? Are they gonne be there to help you like i was including getting you food and stuff..? No! Instead you're contacting me DAILY!! Why did you have to chance your well being for the sake of our relationship knowing those women aren't going to be there to help and take care of you when you need it!? Did all those things for you and not once did i complain doing so! Thinking i got myself a good man al th e while im doing this stuff you're talking to other women, some of them which i know from this site but dont know that i know...YET! Making me feel and look stupid.
You wanting me to put your thoughts and feelings in consideration on how it would impact YOU if i left BUT yet you couldnt put MY thoughts and feelings in consideration on how i'd feel if i found out. Selfish ass shit!!
I DONT feel bad for leaving you "high and dry" as i know you're telling people...after all I am letting you stay in MY apartment which doesnt have your name tied to it legally in no way at all. Most women in my situation wouldn't have cared if you had no where to go or not and would've kicked your ass out on the streets but for some reason I am too nice and have too big of a fkn heart to do to you. IDKy im being nice... you DONT deserve my heart, you dont deserve my generosity..nor my mercy.
