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I been questioning things soo much lately. Kieran will be a month old tomorrow and NOT once has his dad asked how he's doing or tried wanting to see him. A close friend of mine is going through a divorce and her soon to be ex husband hasnt been around to see their daughter because hes avoiding all the stress.Seeing my friend go through this, its making me wonder if thats the reason my ex wont come around to see the baby which i dont get because while i was pregnant he sounded determined to be in the baby's life. I try at ALL costs to keep the stress down between me and my ex and everytime he gets stressed from other situations he seems to take it out on me. I dont know what to think anymore bout the situation.
This will be Kieran's first Christmas and its going to break my heart more than its already broken if his father doesnt even come around to see him. How can anyone be so fucking cruel like this? Yes! My ex and i have probs but those probs are between me and him, it is NOT the baby's fault that we, the parents have these problems. To stay away from your own child because of that is NO excuse at all. Wel ill add more to this one later!!
