I have gotten to the point where i don't even want to be here anymore. I just want to leave and never turn back. After 6yrs i regret now not doing what i should have done then, but my heart wanted me to stay. So i stayed only to come and regret it now. But i think its because my heart has been ripped so many times that i just cant take it anymore. The love i once had has slowly faded away to almost nothing now. So, now after so long im giving up and packing my heart up. What once i thought would end up being a good thing only ended with my heart torn. Why continue feeling the end coming? Why have that feeling that its nothing but a 'friendship' now? what is stopping me from leaving? Whats keeping me here? I no longer feel the love from the other anymore, and they show no expression to change that feeling. I have been asked "so whats keeping you there?" and i ponder over it continuously asking myself the same question when its obvious that she doesn't want me anymore...
