I realized today as i drove to work that my life has become one big party. I've got a great job, make good money, have AWSOME friends and a kick ass girlfriend and party all the time with out it affecting either my professional or personal life.(no drugs, i only drink beer n Jager) I spend my time doing the things that I love to do and have a great time at it. How is it then that I feel as if i'm missing something?? Everyday im happy and having fun from the time i wake up until the time that i go to sleep, yet there is a void inside of me that i cant exactly identify and it's starting to get to me. Maybe i'm just being paraniod because for once in my life my problems are pretty much non-existant and im expecting something dark in some sense, when in reality there is only light. ***If any one mentions religion or Jesus you can blow me because the concept of organized religion fucking REPULSES ME!!** I wish i could explain better the true feeling of confusion as it relates to an internal emptyness for no apparent reason....
