I cant sleep I cant eat. I think about the one all the dam time. We were soulmates, lovers, best friends. All I do is think about all the special times we had together. Why did he have to hurt me so much? I have never loved anyone as much as I love this one. I have taken him for granted tho, and I think its too late. But I still wonder why all this bad stuff is happening. I am lost and confused.