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Random thought about women: Why is it that I could know someone for the better part of four years, and only during the context of an argument do they bring up the idea that they’ve had “feelings” for me for “months”? If someone feels something, I expect to know, whether it’s visually, verbally or otherwise. We’re all adults, aren’t we? Don’t fucking hide behind feelings and then throw them at me as you’re about to walk out of my life. That sparks two reactions: 1) Anger that you didn’t tell me in the first place and 2) I’m kind of inclined to think that you’re a liar and just trying to make me feel like shit for arguing with you over something in the first place. She’s gone.
I have to stop feeling so fucking lonely because I’ve allowed people (people who needed to go) out of my life.
I have to stop being so shy about approaching people I’m interested in and want to get closer to.
Am I the only one with a “sexual bucket list?”. Am I, approaching age 40, too old to have a “sexual bucket list” that has a ton of stuff still on it? Maybe, but screw it. You’re about to know way more about me than you wanted to. You have been warned. Stop reading if you don’t want to know what’s on it (Or scroll down past it. I’ll be making tamer points later on). In no particular order (scroll past the dotted lines if you don’t want to know):
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Coworker.
Threesome (FFM, same room, same bed, complete involvement by all three of us)
“Friendship” that, without planning or thought, explodes into something more, even briefly. An encounter with someone who I’ve known for a period of time (months/years) who I wouldn’t expect to ever be interested in me on those terms (I love surprises..haha).
In public (in a car is acceptable here)
Watching two women (at least one of which I know personally). Being in the same room, but not necessarily being in bed with them.
Someone who’s in a relationship with someone but who has feelings for me they can’t ignore (this has already happened in my distant past and was an amazing feeling. Best sex of my life, actually).
“Ex Sex”: Unfortunately I’ve lost touch with many of my exes, and my most recent ex …YURGH. It’s on the list, though, in general terms.
“Drunk sex” Yes, folks, at age 38 I’ve never had drunk sex. I’ve only ever had “mildly tipsy” sex. Ha.
Sex while high: I’ve never been high on anything in my life except for painkillers after surgeries (and a “contact high” at a gig a number of years ago, from secondhand pot smoke), so I don’t ever see this happening.
