doubleUDDMJ's blog: "Poetry"

sometimes a smile is just so worth the kiss that a man such as i would chance nearly any risk...climb the highest mountains scale the tallest walls, dive the deepest depths or brave the strongest tides of all...why oh why is she so tempting me to strive... when lord when will her lips belong to mine...how and when will i win the chance of starring into deep her eyes close enough to kiss those sweet lips that fill me up with such strong desires...

I cling to what i can, things that make me want to live. i hold on tight as i can grip, hoping that i wont slip. it is hard to live when lifes been what it has, so i hold on tight to what i can ....emptiness is what fills...so i hold on tight to what ever keeps me sane...when all you have to hope for is your grip, it is so much easier to begin to slip. so i hold on tight to that which i have to behold... in hope of keeping grip upon this life thats letting go

The leaf dances as rains stike the ground. tiny civilizations move in leaps and move in bounds, scuttling they forage searching for places to hide, within a forrest of grasses fallen foliage, dirts, and rocks alike... take to a new position little parts of life. await for the newness that a new rains end shall devise.

This is the one that was left behind, wishing that he were able to look into your beautiful blue eyes.
I am the man lost in the terrible grief, of having been robbed of the sweetest of dreams.
I lay awake starring at the pictures of you burned into my mind.
I stare at the shame that I simply can not hide.
I die night and day, again and again.
I suffer beneath the weight of loving you with no chance of escaping.
It is like I dove into a body of water that froze as i fell in, as i turned about to try returning the ice it kept me within.
So here i am still drowning while i wait to completely freeze.
I am breathless...!
I am shaking...!
I am helpless...!
I am in much to deep...You...Still...I...Need...!

I have seen the stars amidst the moon lit skies reflect upon the oceans waves.
I have witnessed the heavens join together with saltwater tides in the act of pushing sands to cover over my feet.
I have felt the stinging air of a swift ocean wind as it pelted me with a beaches debris, but rarely in my life have I felt such a high as I felt when you hugged tightly me.
When you spoke with me I cared not for any other conversations, your attentive ears were rivaled only by that of your splended speach, and into your eyes I was drawn as your expressive face erased everyone in this world but we.
With such great energy you possesed my attention, compelled me to frolic and play as once i had in my youth, you jiggled my fat, and you rode upon my back, all the while tugging at my hearts reigns.

Summer daze-beneath a blue skies haze, a fuzzy feeling-an unwelcome cry, as if remorseful for the summers that have already died .
Every year it is the same old thing, caterpillar covered trees: but I am the tree-they eat upon my leafs-just leave me be, setting me free from this caterpillar problem having being.
A summer’s breeze tears at dead branches leafs, while a deeply rooted me- watches in disbelief . Here I have grown-here I can not remain, if I could only move-could just move to break free, I would shake these caterpillars far away from me. Twenty two year old roots: have bound me to this place.
Longing for someone to transplant me some place safe.
problems arise as quickly as they part-
I would gladly shed my skin, to find my one true heart .
I would give up all my limbs-all my leaves, and every piece of bark.
All to find that at the heart of me lay a caterpillar covered heart.