This is the one that was left behind, wishing that he were able to look into your beautiful blue eyes.
I am the man lost in the terrible grief, of having been robbed of the sweetest of dreams.
I lay awake starring at the pictures of you burned into my mind.
I stare at the shame that I simply can not hide.
I die night and day, again and again.
I suffer beneath the weight of loving you with no chance of escaping.
It is like I dove into a body of water that froze as i fell in, as i turned about to try returning the ice it kept me within.
So here i am still drowning while i wait to completely freeze.
I am breathless...!
I am shaking...!
I am helpless...!
I am in much to deep...You...Still...I...Need...!