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doubleUDDMJ's blog: "Poetry"

created on 02/16/2011  |  http://fubar.com/poetry/b339534

new diddy i wrote ... 4 Txsunshine

The warmth of the sun provides me with smiles,An expression that spans the length of miles & miles...Stretching across forever lasting an infinity, the love from the sun reaches all that can be reached.

May you Always be blessed with each others company.

May you Always find rest within one another’s loving embrace.

May you Always have A heart that hears out each others needs.

May you Always feel the joy that being loved should be.

May you Always be understanding.

May you Always rejoice.

May you Always feel loves fancy.

May you Always long for the sound of one another’s voice.

May you Always be filled with romance simply for the sake of

romancing.

May you Always sing unto one another A song of good praises.

May you Always dance with glee.

May you Always be bound to one another in the name of the Lord

God Christ our king.

May you Always remain dedicated to this loving endeavor firmly

rooted forever growing.

Truly, deeply, wonderfully in love together may you always be.

TORN

Broken,bruised,beaten,and trapt under.

Tattered,trampled,troubled,and left to wonder.


A rift that has been rent.A hole.a blunder.

Abased,abated,abhored,and ripped a sunder.

Saline,the salty taste of no signifagant other.

Wailing,the sound it makes,when the mind gets to cluttered.

Flailing,the arms that reach for another imagined lover.

Failing, reason for my greif...FEAR is a MOTHER!

Bent,belittled,beguiled,defaced.

bottled,backstabbed,blind sided,erased.

Baffled,bothered,befriended,frustrate.

Beggerly,babbling,dripping,dropped.

I have been slain, by being forgotten!

The tragedies within

If lonliness were  tears that fell, then where were you when it rained? if sadness were worth a thousand words, then why cant i explain my pain? the tragedy that has been, and gone now fills my mind again . im lonesome for a woman to hold, and not just to befreind.

if beauty is not just skin deep, then how lovely i must be. tears they fall, and words run out,the tragedy is me.

please look inside of theese blue eyes. im lonely for some one to see,that lying behind  the blue pools of my mind. is a man yernning to be free

fully capeable of being both passionate, and caring. not without logic im sometimes philosophical, and even wise.

ever longing for the slightest of efforts in freeing me from what lie deep down inside of...

the tragedy within

I wrote this for my ex...

Butterfly

 

Butterfly, butterfly where might thou be, aloft beneath the skies of blue, or simply mingling?
Butterfly, butterfly how much you mean to me.
So deep are my cares for you , yet see you do I so scarcely.
Butterfly, butterfly when will you come unto me again ?
Butterfly, butterfly where might you choose to land ?
Butterfly, butterfly why do I frighten thee ?
Butterfly, butterfly how could I capture one so free ?
Butterfly so beautifully you spread your graceful wings, fanning at the flora grown from seas of blue to fields of green .
Butterfly so majestic that winds are swept at such great strength , enough to turn this earthen wealth upon the axis whereby we lean.
O butterfly how resplendently you have attained this awe of mine, an yet I yearn wholly in hope to see you from time to time.
Butterfly I lay in wait betwixt the flowers of spring, perspirating below the sun-praying that my patience be blessed by both a visit from you, and the cool breath of a comforting breeze.
Butterfly, butterfly my tender eyes are mended when you are perceived.
Butterfly, butterfly exuberant is how I feel when you draw the more nearer unto me.
Butterfly, o butterfly truly by you I am swayed.
Butterfly, o butterfly I wish to see you once again.
Butterfly, o butterfly where might you alight, on a flower-in the green grasses, or perhaps within a tree of your delight.
Butterfly, o butterfly touch these wanton hands of mine, allowing my heart to feel the flutter that irrupts when ever you whisk by.
Butterfly, o butterfly if only I were the equivalence of thee-
O! if only I could fly - O! if I had been borne with wings.
I would so very boldly accompany you, to where ever your freedoms set you free.

Everlasting.

EVERLASTING

Even as a child I knew that you were there: At a time when i was forced to hide you were the only one that  I could tell. As I grew higher, as I grew up tall you never left me stranded, you never left me at all. you were always by my side,and when I thought that you were
gone, you were following behind me making sure that i didnt
fall. Covered by your armour, wrapped up in your loving arms, I stood right before you Lord especially when I thought that I walked alone. He will never leave me nor forsake me, not even when I have fallen prey to sins, no matter how unruly or angered that I have been, and even when I tried escaping from his everlasting will, the Lord my GOD did not forsake me for I belong to him. According to the scriptures nothing can seperate us from his  eternal love, not a fowl flying above us nor the sinfull flesh that i do so loathe, not a creeping thing come crawling, not a boistrous wind. for this faith that I have recieved from my dear Lord truly is...EVERLASTING!

Every childs laughter reminds me of the one that i thought to be mine.
every smiling face every bit of chatter from a little one leads me to think of who it was left behind.
Why do I feel so emotionaly unstable as if a part of me is not at home?
Why do I feel as though i have commited some kind of abandon? when D.N.A. said "to me she did not belong."
Why am I so mournful?
Why do I still feel so unclear?
Why am I still crying? wanting Karleigh Hope to be so near.
Why do I miss so much who I cant see?
Why do I so badly need to from her to hear?
Is it all just my imagination, or are these feelings that i feel for real?
Am I just holding on to what has gone terribly wrong, or am I wrong for having dissapeared?
I still see her beautiful face shining brightly, i can still hear her adorable laughter in my ears.
I still want to sing lulabies for her hold her close and tell her Daddy loves you dear.
I still want to change your diapers.
I want to be there when you ill.
I want to be the man who stands beside you .
I want to be your daddy still.

Haunted.

Haunted:

What ever I do thoughts of her stay with me. where ever I have gone my heart continues gripping, holding tight onto a love that leaves me useless. When the thoughts of her arise I am left naked ,and defenseless. with no safe place to hide, how can I unearth prevention? If I can not escape why then do I still seek evasion? How much further, how much faster need I go to gain some kind of  distance? Is this my lot in life to reflect on her throughout my whole existence?

Deceptions

a lot of people spell love with lies...hearts flutter bend and shake quickened by a wicked word of untruth that is so wanted by the believer to be believed. blind eyes can deafen wanting ears - dreamers of a dreams lose touch with realities hands, all in the name of wanting to be wanted by that special somebody, we lose the ability to determine the difference between love and lie...

Boredom

twiddle the thumbs, in search for some thing to do check the email again to see if any one has thought of you, maybe ill watch a movie, or listen to some tunes, but no matter what you are doing boredom is bound to ensue...

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