Bruised battered and broken
Rubbing salt in my wounds
Keeping me from being anew
Screaming words I don’t quite understand
Making my world spin like whirlwind
Feeling sick inside, you left me with a burden
Something cherished and honored now nothing
More then a dark stain
Deep in the caverns of my tattered soul you still linger
Making me sick with lies and hate
Slowly you take hold of the last bit of me I had left to understand
What you did to me,
Making sense of something insensible
Turning happiness into pain
Turning giggles into tears
Not quite sure what went wrong
Holding on to something that isn’t quite mine anymore
Never was in the beginning
Now regretting everything I tear because I don’t yet regret a thing
I shared with you.
Not understanding how it happened like a flash of light it happened like a wild fire
Consuming all around it making it raw and fleshy and dead in the middle,
I thought it was it, my last heartache my last breath of broken promises.
Everything went oh so blurry that scary night
You said its over and I went numb, everything went hazy and dull,
My heart stopped, knowing I did it I beat myself, telling myself you
Don’t deserve to be anyone else, who would love you, if he don’t then who would?
No one loves a broken bruised and battered young girl who is tired of the pain and bleeding.
I say to someone new Show Me Something New, make me believe there all not the same, yet I cant trust anyone with only half a heart, cant trust someone with something that’s cracked and falling apart…no one would want that kind of heart
a
Bruised
Battered
&
Broken
Heart.
